Can't agree more with Haslam. Life is just so unfair. How can people be so not understanding now a days? What's with the society now a days? Tell me? What's wrong?
So.... Hey dude, there's nothing called "BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE!" This is just a piece of shit.
Well, today, me and JY just saw the same thing happening in my clique again... Whenever there's something we notice, we will eye on one another. So... ya, it's the same problem.
And now the most suckish thing was that, whatever things I said or do in my clique, I HAVE TO BE VERY CAREFUL! Afraid of making them angry, afraid of them leaving me behind...
Seriously, whatever I've posted today is seriously 100% my true feelings.
Afraid of being alone? Half true. That incident happened in my primary school hasn't really gotten out of my mind. I was too afraid to being alone without friends again I suppose.
But how can I seriously get myself out of this uncomfortable friendship crisis? TELL ME MAN! TELL ME! HOW CAN PEOPLE BE SO NOT UNDERSTAND? - back to the question.
I missed those days when I was in Sec 2 and 1 when I made new friends and I don't have to really care about my action and what I spoke in front of my friends and just go crazy with them and they understand! BUT NOW? HA! YOU CAN'T YO! Like today, after I have finished my A-maths practice paper, I was so high and happy that I've completed all the question then I went siao and kept calling Nai Nai's name. Then what was Ray's reaction? Turn to XY and commented on my action. Wow thanks. I don't know if I am being too sensitive, but whatever you guys do or say in front of me, or even behind me, I take it and remember it. Okay, I admit, this was too sensitive. Find, let's drop it.
I don't know what I am living for now, seriously.
Sad life I have.
