S.H.E 10th anniversary video. Haha.. It's damn funny. Especially near to 5.22
Hebe: 朋友,朋友,都已不够来形容。。。
(Ella still in Laland...) Ella: 干吗?
Selina: 她忘词了啦!!
Ella: 你现在出了个人专辑就忘了我们专辑的歌词!现在赶快下载xxxx歌词给她
Selina: 她说,朋友,朋友都已不够来形容。她以为。。她以为我是周华建。。。
ROFL!!! This is damn funny!!!
But I know this laughter is only for a while only.
Just yesterday, I did something that was real painful for me. It's really damn pain. I bet no one will know how I felt.
"I feel like deleting you, cuz I can't stop thinking...."
Through this sentence, my reaction was What the Hell? I stone in front of my computer for a few moment. I went to my follower page. Look at her name again. A lot of things went through my mind at that moment. With just 2 clicks, I ended everything. After all the process. I lean back, my heart felt so pain like ever before. Ever.
I really have got nothing to say, I swear. Losing one friend is like losing your husband or whatever. And I know very well, all this cause by myself.
I once thought that if she have not asked that question on 8/8, I think all this will not happened.
But for now, is all too late.
Still, I thank you for what you gave me in the past. I have a lot fun when I am with you. All the fun, crying, laughing, screaming for Hebe....
Maybe... Just maybe, we might not go back to the past again... We might not be as close as the photo below...
It's a scar and a pain in my life.

Best of Best of PYL Friend ever. 糖醋鱼
16/09/11
你总是这样说我
像一颗不容易溶化的糖果
带我见你的朋友
又很得意埋怨我沉默
你追问我的行踪
你在乎我的举动
哄得我泪眼迷蒙
做些事情让我被感动
望着你突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱让我走不开
你的依赖所以我存在
想着你还是想到心痛
期待我做的将来你都会懂
有一天真如果有一天
但愿我还在你记忆中
像一颗不容易溶化的糖果
带我见你的朋友
又很得意埋怨我沉默
你追问我的行踪
你在乎我的举动
哄得我泪眼迷蒙
做些事情让我被感动
望着你突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱让我走不开
你的依赖所以我存在
想着你还是想到心痛
期待我做的将来你都会懂
有一天真如果有一天
但愿我还在你记忆中
永远的,永远的。。。