Here I am sitting on my bed... Alone.
I was thinking and recalling of those times that we had.
Aren't they wonderful? Ya, they were... once wonderful and happy times we had...
Today, we can't go back anymore.
Remember when 娱乐帮 was first started? I bet none remember....
Even worse, I think they had forgotten what is 娱乐帮.
These days, I have been thinking what Rachel told me about the times when Me and Mil gave her a cold shoulder... She said that
"You should have told me earlier about all these..."
Ya, true. But I didn't thought of that at that moment although YZ told me and Mil to talk to her...
Remember the first time We went to watch Soccer match.... We were so happy! Taking photo like nobody's business...
At that time, I really thought that: These are my wonderful friends who will accompany me throughout my Journey.
I... was.... wrong?
Where are they now?
S.P.I.L.T
娱乐帮 has dismiss?
When?
Mildred is no longer that Mildred where she can talk to Rachel with any topic like nobody's business. Apart from us... Drifting like nobody's business
Wen Ting is no longer that happy Wen Ting... We seldom go out together now...
YZ remains the same but no longer that engage with Rachel... Seldom with Mildred... Often with me.... Frequently with 糖醋鱼 and Chua......
Rachel who is now with XY's clique, with JY, with Jon and whoever she likes in E1... Drifting from whoever she have been in Sec 1 and 2...
and Finally...
糖醋鱼。Jolene Teo
Drifting like nobody business too. Seldom talk like what we did in the past.We can talk any rubbish, anything we like. I can cry in front of her like she is my sister. I can be that crazy in front of her... but now I can't. Maybe she don't realise. But I do.
Very engage with YZ now. I can see. The only and one topic we had now is... Hebe?!
Is this all I want?
Obviously not.
Why our topic is only revolve around Hebe? Why do we have a wall between us now? I don't see a need to... but this stupid wall have just build up.
So, is Chua the only person I can talk to now... in our clique?
I am speechless.
Where are you all? Mildred, Yi Zhen, Rachel, Chua, Wen Ting and...
Jolene?
I miss the past. Really miss that.
Can we go back to that time?
