Reason for yesterday why I walked back from Compass to home is beacause, I wanted to think of what she have said to me. I would say that, I agreed with each and every point you said. Still, I need time to get over my feelings.

周杰伦有这么一首歌，
回到过去
但，你说的对，我们的关系已不能变回以前了。
记得有一次在电话中你有这样说过。
现在的我可能已无法像以前这样，说笑，玩。。。
我现在看到你，我无法面对你。
为什么？
我也不知道。

Just like today, when I looked at you at the library, I kept on putting my head on Jolene's shoulder just to avoid seeing you. Later, I went to sit beside Mildred so that I can totally not see you. When I wanted to find rachel, I still hesitated for a while which I don't have this feeling in the past......

算一算，这已经是我们没在学校说话的第四天。。。
就已我看着你，你看着我来过日子。

这，算是可悲的吧。

每天望着天空，我都有一种说不出的感觉。
就像我所说的，我无法表达出我心里说有的看法。
所以
我昨天
才会一直没说话。

我现在
一直
在倒数中。。。。

还有第33天。
第4天