又被放鸽子

看来今天我又被同样的人放鸽子。我等了又等，她始终还是没打来。。。Sadded ._.
最近又要变Emo了。原因？我不会说。我心里现在很乱也很难过。

刚刚有电话打来，我以为是她，结果不是。空欢喜一场。

算了。这已经不是第一次我被放鸽子了。

如果可以，我想抱那个牌子回家。馥甄。

对任小弟的敬意。

这是阿中在Selina事发后的一个月发表的算是第二个文章吧。

一個月來，她每天的生活很簡單。


就是反覆地清創、植皮、換藥、麻醉、止痛，伴隨著免疫系統弱化、感染不斷，發燒、疱疹、盜汗、胸悶、發抖、昏睡、惡夢、失眠、意識不清、忽冷忽熱，以及永無止盡的劇痛。原來，大面積三度灼傷的折磨，求死都不得，因為她不能動，而且有好一陣子，她痛得連咬舌的力氣都沒有。我不知道她哪來的神力可以走到今天。

她好想康復，但不論排便、翻身、復健，每個小動作都要花好久時間，每個小進步都痛徹心扉。她怕嗎啡成癮，常常告誡自己不要依賴藥物，再多忍一下；她憂心任爸日漸消瘦，每天咬牙逼自己進步，讓任爸心安；她的手指還不靈活，但她會要我幫她連上網，看你們的留言，邊看邊哭，邊看邊笑。她看到自己紅腫的臉，自嘲像關公，卻偷偷地哭，問我臉會不會好；她換藥時不小心瞄到雙腿，自己形容好像拼圖，然後傻笑、發呆；她常若有所思，過一會委屈痛哭失聲：『我待人很好啊，為什麼要我承受各式各樣的痛？我這個樣子怎麼辦？』過一會又強顏安慰自己：『我已經很幸運了，好多人關心我，我會加油！』每次換藥，她一定禱告，祈求上蒼賜她承受疼痛的力量；每晚睡前，她一定禱告，感激上蒼她又挨過了一天，懇請上蒼幫助她面對明天，乞求上蒼讓她能睡著。

如果她能暫時沒有意識沒有感覺，應該會好過一些。

一個月來，我每天的生活也很簡單。

就是無助地看著這一切，看著她痛、看著她苦笑、看著她擔心、看著她情緒起伏、看著她故作鎮定、看著她放聲大哭。我束手無策，我只會騙她：『撐過今天！明天，就會好多了…』明天再騙她一次。

我不是菩薩，我不停地想：這個考驗應該要有意義吧？對她，是天將降大任嗎？對HE，她們的友情還需要考驗嗎？對我，要我每天看著她受罪，難道是考驗我的抗壓指數嗎？還是在考驗任爸任媽的慈悲？不會是要考驗歌迷吧？那對電視台？對指揮現場的導演、劇組？爆破師？是有意義的吧？日前上海大樓失火死傷逾百人，天啊！我感同身受，不敢想像卻又完全能想像的恐怖畫面，在我腦中揮之不去。公安立即著手調查，可能是因為涉及失火、爆炸及過失致人死傷罪吧？那麼，電視台說她的事故起因於過失，會有人告訴我們發生了什麼事嗎？還是，我錯了，我應該什麼都不要想，考驗就是考驗，不需要有答案，不當然有意義。

如果我能不要看不要想，應該會好過一些。

我真的比你們幸運嗎？我知道我比你們幸運，你們可能比我更擔心、更無助、更難過。我相信她的每一個明天都會比今天進步，我也相信這個考驗會是有意義的。

中

http://www.him.com.tw/forum_1.asp?fid=27981&sid=27



我看了超过三遍。这遍文章感动了我。对阿中的疑问，仅仅十四岁的我觉得这些都不是考验，而是命运。上天要Selina经过这一切。因为对于你所问的我觉得都不再需要什么考验了。可能上天看到Selina什么都有，什么都好，要她受一点苦。问我为什么它要这样做？我也不知道。这世界就是那么不公平。但我很佩服Selina的勇敢。我每天从任爸任妈的微博上看到她一天一天不断的努力与进步，虽然有崩溃的时候但她还是很勇敢地走下去。要是我可能也不会这样吧。我诚心的希望老天爷能够保佑Selina，希望她能够度过这一关，也请老天爷不要再折磨她或她身边的人。一个女生再这么坚强也受不了自己的外表被吹毁。我真的很佩服你，Selina。希望过了这一次，Selina可以快快乐乐的继续过她的人生。Selina, Jiayou!

田喜碧！

真不知道为什么这张照片不能放上Facebook-.- 真素滴。。。但喜碧夫人的表情真是有够可爱的啦！爱你！
最近有些不开心。都是某人害的-.- 算了。所以呢为了保持身心健康，天天开心，我就每天看这天团的视频！:D 她们真是搞笑到不行！！哈哈哈 哦，终于啊。。。可以post上！！开心。。。哈哈哈！
这几天这都不能影响我！！我要开心的玩个痛快！！

猪头。

你是怎么了？你这个王八蛋。为什么你每次有事都要装着没事一样。可恶。你是猪吗？为什么你每次有事我都不知道的？为什么？然后我每次说的东西都不理会。你是想怎样？猪头。你现在是怎样？啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊。我快气疯了。你。。。你。。。
你真的是一个猪头！！！！！！！！！而且是一个很大的猪头！！！！可恶。你知道我今天已看到你post的东西，我很难吃得下饭，你知道吗？我一直看S.H.E的Video希望我自己会开心点。是有点，但是过后又会回去一样的心情。你到底是怎么了？还有很长的日子要过，你可以不要让我担心吗？就像你讲的，如果你不想让我知道，你就不要express at Facebook！反正你已经和某某某讲了对不对？天啊。。。我很难不想你的事，谁可以来帮帮我？你这个猪头。

Fair?

Got my combi and class afterall. I don't know what to say. Ya, I got what I want at the same time lost things which I think is important to me. This world is so unfair.

Fine. Shouldn't talk about that.Meet CYZ and Corliss for lunch. Went to Kinokuniya to buy S.H.E things. Went to Hougang mall to meet LJY and PYZ. Homed. That's my day. Lols

Tmr gonna play basketball. Lols

我得到我想要的。在这同时，我也失去对我来说是重要的东西。这是世界就是如此的不公平。

要说什么
杯子都已经空了
闭上眼睛心里下起大雪天寒又地冻
是不是到了
爱情结帐的时候
只剩下各自买单的寂寞
为什么当我推开门
他没有来拉住我

他还不懂 还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我

要用什么
融化这一片沉默
在四周的冷空气里叹息化成烟飘走
过去的种种在心里滚成雪球
怕还没说话泪就会先流
爱不是他给得不多
是不知道我要什么
他还不懂 还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我

都是背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多心也有坠毁的时候

他还不懂 还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔
他还不懂 永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
在第一时间拯救我
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Hell

What the F. You simply don't know what is called Family! You simply don't know what is Husband and Wife! Since you don't know, mind as well you GET LOST! What the F. You idiot.


I shouldn't let this jerk to pollute my blog.

Np today. Tired. Finally resting at home tmr. Thursday is the actual performance.

Dying soon....

Super tired. What the.... was like training from 8am - 12.30pm? Hands and Legs are super pain now. Early in the morning was like in pumping position for 5-10 mins? What the.... I can't imagine what will be like for the Dec one. Tmr is another hell day also. ARHHHH!!!!

Had a talk session with dear Ying Xue (XueYing's sister hahaha joking) and Xue Ying Omg. After that talk, it really change the mindset of someone in my mind. Seriously, it's too over yeah? Dear you, will you please don't be so lol? Poor Xue Xue.... I'll always support you :D yeah!

Had a chat with LSE just now. I shouldn't elaborate more. Listen to 馥甄's Album for like 45 mins or so. The ablum repeated for 3 times.... Wow... Amazing.

Seriously hell for tmr. I MUST NOT SICK!!! ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!

逃离

是的，就像恩董说的，不管出哪里都好，就想逃离新加坡，去一个地方呼吸那里的空气，暂时忘掉一切。我要出国，我要去台湾。I WANT TO GO TO TAIWAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

刚刚才得知，我的表姐今年年底会去台湾跨年。我要去!!!!! 可恶。不公平！不。公。平！

我和你都受够这里了。这个充满着恶心，不好的地方。我现在连回家的念头都没有。我只想一只呆在我阿姨家。我不想回家！虽然说家是最温暖的地方，但是现在，很抱歉，我只想逃离我的家。

我。要。出。国

魔力 S.H.E

I have you to be with
Everything will be easy
晒的阳光
淋的雨滴
都值得回忆

I have you to be with
懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应
绝不断讯
会如影随形

曾灰心以为
我来错了世界
太多想法很另类
找不到人了解
当我说的感觉
牵动着你的脸
互动的泪
让我们变得特别

你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛
把不如意
都变成流星
你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁
复制甜蜜
幸福是间电影院

没有单人的座位
要肩并肩
才能看好戏上演

最大的一步

因为某某人，我走出了我最大的一步。我今天FB msg 她。但msg她以后，我想，我这样做对吗？我不应该把这件事情告诉她，毕竟我没有得到某某人人的同意。所以，我不会告诉她。但是这样的话，我有什么事告诉她吗？其实没有。我不会去问她我所post 的东西除非她自己问。所以。。。。。haiz..... 我的天啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

想太多？

Maybe is I think too much or what but I really want a answer back. Sometimes when I post that kind of thing to a person I will feel like Hey, am I thinking too much? Maybe that's not the case, but I really want to know. All this starts from this post "What a wonderful though you have"

Or really is I think too much? Like what ahma asked me, She knows your blog? I am wondering too........ Seriously, if we didn't talk for this 2 months, I seriously think that there is something wrong between 2 of us... I still remember what you told me in your last call- "Talk in msn okay?" and "We've not talk for a long time"

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我很烦啊！！！！！！
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Something is going on....

Went to XY's house today to discuss about class chalet. No bad, we got all the ideas we wanted, what we can do now is to wait for the class reply. After that had lots of fun there... lols. Played their Wii, table tennis and badminton :D Oh ya and the forefit thingy.... lols

The above picture is really true. Posted by Rene Liu in her 微博.
有些时候说出“我没事”这三个字是逼不得以的。但有些人就是傻傻的以为你真的没事，说了一句“那好”等等类似冷漠的话就走掉了。。。

我们之间发生了什么事吗？我这次要弄清楚。因为，我不想再这样胡思乱想了。每天起来，一直想一直想。如果是因我而起，那就跟我讲好吗？如果是因为那个post，那也跟我讲嘛！ 你这样的冷漠方式我受不了。我不是一个主动的人。我不会那样的问你，Eh。。。那个，你是不是看到了或者。。。那个，我们之间是不是发生了什么事等等。我再次强调，我不是一个主动的人！我也不想这样子隔国的冷战。那样我们明年见面会怎么样？真的，虽然Ahma 告诉我，她觉得我们之间没发生什么事，但是我感觉有！拜托你，告诉我，我们之间到底发生了什么事？还是，我想太多了？

是的，李昭宜，Lee So Eui 我说的是你。看到了，请联络我！

Be Happy

I should be happy and not to think about other stuff. Why should I care since you don't even care a single thing?

This week quite busy. Tmr FREE but gonna work on design. Tue going to XY house with CYZ. Wednesday going to work on the banner with others -.- hell. Thursday going out with Kirby. Friday going out to celebrate!!

I should make myseld busy so that I won't think of other stupid things. I should exchange with 恩董 yeah? I should work and she should have the time to relax.....

我不care

为什么我要在意你所post 的每一个东西？

我不care 了。我不CARE!

我现在在想什么？

我现在只想大哭一场。
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我不懂

我不懂为什么我满脑子想的都是以前的事？为什么？我不明白。现在我的心情就像这片天空一样。我好无助。我无法找一个人讲出我心里所有的话和感受。我好痛苦。为什么我突然会有这样的心态？为什么？我想在无法post 除我对那个人的愤怒和失望。我无法。

我第一个想告诉的人，是你。可是，我已经告诉我自己从今以后我不要再打扰你。。。怎么办？我好无助。

你太猖狂

能约出来的人都约光
能吃得下的早已吃光
很用力谈笑 比哭还绝望
怎么挨得到打烊

我以为痛苦可以分散
于是我忙到不能再忙
忙到忘记了洗掉你所有短讯
一字一巴打在我脸上

思念太猖狂 一个冷不防
一想起你 忙碌的生活变得空荡荡
对心事说谎 把你想到多么的不堪
伟大的你还想我怎样

我以为工作能够疗伤
甚至恨不得病倒再算
没力气遐想 谁知瘫痪在床上
越发渴望你就在身旁
思念太猖狂 一个冷不防
一想起你 忙碌的生活变得空荡荡
对心事说谎 把你想到多么的不堪
伟大的你还想我怎样

你也太猖狂 一个冷不防
睡到一半 才觉醒疗伤先要哭一场
对世界说谎 只把自己哄骗得更惨
想得到释放只有投降
想得到释放只有投降

如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊癒
若有人可以 让他陪你
我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你 痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力
把我忘记

Jealousy

I hate to be jealous with my best friends. I hate competiting with my best friends. I hate all this.

Why the world must revovle with all this? WHAT THE HELL!

缺点:想太多/容易嫉妒

I AM BACK ONCE AGAIN!

I am back from camp. WOOT! Finally. Glad to leave that torturing camp asap. NP camp is never a wonderful one. STC.... gosh is a nightmare.

Anyway, attended 金曲奖 with Ms Tay and 恩董on last Friday. SHIOK TTM! Hebe sure rocks. I like the way she say her 得奖感言! Extremely wonderful. S.H.E ROCKS! Want to know more can watch Saturdays broadcast. Maybe got me leh.... HAHA jkjk.

It's Day 4. Like I said to ahma, time flies very fast. I hope in the next 1 plus month, things will go on smoothly...

Day 1

Today is the last day of school. Wow, time flies. I will miss my 2E1'10 very much. Brought to me laughers and joy which I won't forget. Thank you Mdm Usha -.- , Mr Tung and Ms Abby Goh for contibuting to 2E1 and make it more fun :D

People in 2E1 is way too different from 1E2. I feel that both classes are great! I love both! If I have not been in 2E1, I won't meet Andrea, XinYi, Corliss, Shujuan, Adriana Wow(Nabilah) and others. You all are AWESOME TTM! Thank you for everything.

两个不同世界的人为什么会在一起？
才第一天，
我就想你了。
昨天的那个post，不要管。我乱来的。

我。想。你
Day 1

Fake

Can hear. It's so damn fake. 要不是我打给你然后按掉，我想你也不会打给我。也许，我不应该这么做。但我不想再让我的心流血了。在流下去，我的血，快用完了。

It's really damn fake. I don't know why I have this feeling. I shouldn't have it. I should trust her. She is the person I trusted the most. Today, it's so damn fake. Your voice/replied is not from your bottom of your heart. I can feel it. You just ask for the seek of doing so. If not the call won't be less than 1 minute. I am super disappointed. I am super disappointed in myself and you. I am disappointed. My heart is bleeding once again...This time, it hurts damn much. I think I can't sleep well tonight.

Before your return, you left this for me.... hurting.

anyway, 一路顺风。

Waiting

I am just sad and disappointed.

I have been waiting since the day I msg you
I have been waiting all day long.
No news.
I have been waiting for you like an idiot
I have been waiting for you like hell.
No news
I wait and wait and wait.....
What you said, you did none.

I am sad and disappointed.

你又让我流血。。。

流沙

点点星光再耀眼 也会凋谢
情话说的难分难解 终将一别
最后留在你身边 又会是谁
真心是否远比不上一千朵玫瑰
谁是真 谁是假
再狡猾遇上多情也会变傻
那频频回首 心碎的人啊
可明白爱仅咫尺天涯
有什么 放不下
昨日如烟火 未来如流沙
谁知道 下一分 下一秒会如何变化
有什么 放不下
青春如昙花 岁月如流沙
天再高 地再大 也容不下寂寞啊
谈断感情要潇洒
再粉再香的花蕊 也会枯萎
用情再深没了感觉 终难挽回
最后陪我到终点 又会是谁
承诺岂是激情过后无聊的消遣
谁无怨 谁无悔
再皎洁浪漫的月 也有残缺
当繁华退尽 未了的情啊
再缠绵终将事与愿违
别再强说愁 自哀自怜
旧情终成为过眼烟
好景既已不再像从前
又何必搁在心头 爱早已事过境迁
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末日之恋

剩下没多少时间
让我再唱一首歌 给你
一过了今夜 世界就毁灭
我想我还有一天
可以学会如何来 爱你
在来不及以前 渴望来得及

闭上眼睛 忍住泪 别哭泣
末日前夕 请留在 我怀里
看 太阳暗去 月光失明
我只想牵你的指尖 绕地球最后一圈
黑夜降临 别害怕 我爱你
末日前夕 请留在 我怀里
我 在这世界最眷恋的事情
就是曾拥抱你

多想永远拥抱你
我感受到什么在剧烈颤抖
是天空或者你的手
别让任何事情打断我看着你
最后一次看着你
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Wonderful Sky

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看！这是不是比新加坡的美多了？

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Should I?

Compared to the photos taken by Ady and Shiou, Singapore's sky is like shit. I shall post up the photos later.

Went to play basketball my own. -.- yeah, kind of pathetic. No choice. If it's not Rachel who went for the NTU thingy, I would have went to find her. Spring around the court too.

Kind of bored today. I should re-write the whole letter.

Day 36
Left with only 1 DAY!

背影

三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
He……
一直向前走走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意
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Hurt

当你一个人寂寞时，那是很痛苦的。
寂寞时，你也会放空。对我来说，放空是最痛苦的，因为，它会让你想起你根本就不想想的东西。
我怕寂寞。我不想被人抛弃。我不想我的心再一次受到伤害。我不想我的心再一次流血。我不想，我不想。。。
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Officially M.I.A from Facebook. Ask me why? I have no idea. When going back? I have no idea too. I guess I need some peace?

Went to CP today with XueYing and Regine to buy my ATC stuff. Went to library too. Borrowed 3 books. I hope I can settle down myself and read finish it. Os starting. Wish PYZ and LJY goodluck and all the best.

I guess I am emoing again? Cuz I have this 麻and 酸 feeling everytime I am homed. I don't know what happened to me seriously.....

我。怕。寂。寞。

Results

Everybody is posting about their result. Should I?

Nah. I am just gonna summerised all. Apart from SCIENCE, everything was okay. Freaking science.....

Okay, yesterday went to look for 麦老师. Cute baby. Her house is cute too. Lols.

Wanted to buy some DVD or movie to watch but none of it caught my eyes. T.T waiting for 童眼's DVD to be out :D

:D

MIA for so long! I AM BACK!

Okay, went and watched this moive 童眼 with Ting/Jolene/Szeyong and Jeremy.
Wanted to go East Coast today but they all say NO to me and WT. Too bad go somewhere else then go East Coast with WT again someday ba.

Saw LSE, Jaylin and XY meeting together @ compass too. I hope they don't think I'm pretending I don't know them. I did smile but don't know whether they notice.....

Alright after that movie we lotter around Orchard and PS. Saw MR MILO! LOLS!

Nice day with them :D \m/

After this post, shall do my art.

Exams coming. Although I did study, it seems not to get into my mind......

Really very worried about my exam... haiz....

Morning...

Early in the morning my feeling is very down.....

Yesterday. have a 1:30:35 hours talk with Jolene.

It makes me feel kind of sad. I am so sorry that I can't comfort you that much.

Although I did went through the same thing like you. I mean the feeling, but I am very sorry that I can't try to comfort you and give you some advice.....

A listening ear is really not enough dear Jolene. Really, it's not enough.....

恩董，我只能给你两个字

坚。强。

32 days left

Woke up quite early today. Later going to meet up with Ms Yi Zhen :)

Dearmt of dear LSE actually. Didn't post on FB cuz I think that will be very lol. Talk to her yesterday on FB chat. Once again, I think too much. Fine! I should just stop thinking about anything today and focus on my exam/project.

Many things just happened this week..... A bit tired but still need to CHIONG!!

Remember PYL
It's just 2 weeks to exam
MUST FOCUS!!
After that exam week,
you can have fun then :D

I realised that yesterday, 我把李小黄变成李小白...... OMG!!

Day 5
Left with 32 days

Reason for yesterday why I walked back from Compass to home is beacause, I wanted to think of what she have said to me. I would say that, I agreed with each and every point you said. Still, I need time to get over my feelings.

周杰伦有这么一首歌，
回到过去
但，你说的对，我们的关系已不能变回以前了。
记得有一次在电话中你有这样说过。
现在的我可能已无法像以前这样，说笑，玩。。。
我现在看到你，我无法面对你。
为什么？
我也不知道。

Just like today, when I looked at you at the library, I kept on putting my head on Jolene's shoulder just to avoid seeing you. Later, I went to sit beside Mildred so that I can totally not see you. When I wanted to find rachel, I still hesitated for a while which I don't have this feeling in the past......

算一算，这已经是我们没在学校说话的第四天。。。
就已我看着你，你看着我来过日子。

这，算是可悲的吧。

每天望着天空，我都有一种说不出的感觉。
就像我所说的，我无法表达出我心里说有的看法。
所以
我昨天
才会一直没说话。

我现在
一直
在倒数中。。。。

还有第33天。
第4天

我哭了

我。哭。了

我真的讲不出来。
我不会！
我只会哭。

所以你今天讲的话，
我。。。真的不知道我醒了吗？
我只会哭。

对于所有的事，
我只会哭。

我。哭。了

人生

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“人生就像一场赌局，不可能把把都赢，但只要筹码在自己手上，就会有希望“

这句话，很有意思
我只能说，
我的筹码块用完了。

回想起昨天的所有事，
我只能说，
是我想太多。
原本就没有的事，
是自己去认为才这样的。

但是，
我还是有很多心里话还没说出来

昨天
我唯一一之标喊的一句话就是

你。不。懂

放空

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱折
你却用离开淌下句点

只能说我认了
你的不安得到的信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰
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我只能说，一旦放空，是一件很痛苦的事
恩董，我知道你的感觉了

我很累
累，累，累，累
我其实很不开心
但我得假装开心
为什么？
为什么？
我累了
每天在朋友们的面前嘻嘻哈哈
但其实
我内心深处
不是这样
我累了
我不想再这样
我累了
我累了





我。累。了

田馥甄 Hebe《寂寞寂寞就好》

非常喜欢副歌的歌词: 我寂寞寂寞就好
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了 伤到 快疯掉
死不了就还好

觉得这副歌的歌词很有意思

Yesterday received a very sad news, a very very sad news at night....

天下无不散之宴席

BUT

I don't want it to be so early......

A very big thank you

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This is the photo I wanted to post on my birthday. It turns out to have internet connection problem so can't post on that day. Anyway, this month is also 安以轩's birthday so... I LOVE THIS MONTH!! HAHAHA.....

A very big thank you to all my friends who have given me present for the pass few days. Thanks to MILDRED, YI ZHEN, RACHEL for the AWESOME poster! I really love it very much especially to Yi Zhen for spending her time doing on the poster. I really appreciate it very much. Thus, I am now trying to find a fram similar to this size and want to frame it up. I hope I can find it :D

Next, thanks to dear LJY for the nice wallet! DISS EEZ MAI WOH-LERD! hahaha.... Thank you very much. I would also like to thank you for what you have done in the past years with me and

my sister :D Thank you :D I LOVE THE WALLET!

Last but not least to LSE! Thank you for giving me this two cute hamster I would say that. It is really very cute! LOVE IT!! Remember, it's call 李小黄 白小呵 :D hahahaha THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!

Oh ya and to VICKI! Thanks for the card. I am not gonna to post it up here cuz the card is too censored. Anyway, I hope dear Vicki will not do this card again.... BUT thanks for you birthday wish and your time to do this card! :D

This wallet which is from LJY!

AWESOME poster from dear 4/5 娱乐帮 :D

AWESOME cute hamster from LSE! :D

Also thank you to all people who wished me happy birthday via FB or via msg THANKS!

I am really very touched by all of you. Here, I want to say a very big THANK YOU to all of you!

活在世上的第十四年。。。。

今天是我活在世上的第十四年。很感谢朋友们的祝贺！我真的超感动。

活在世上的十四年里，有很多喜怒哀乐。但，很庆幸的是，因为我身边有你们这些朋友，才让我度过这些时光。家人，你们也一样。

今天，我收到了很多你们的祝福。谢谢你们。特别是李昭宜。非常感谢你！我超喜欢你送的两只可爱的仓鼠。。。。哈哈哈哈你知道我在说什么的。

现在的我已经十四岁了，所以我告诉我自己，我不可以在这么贪玩了。今天Ms Goh 所说的一切我都会放在心里。初级学院，大学。。。。这些，是我现在应该好好思考的东西。感谢您今天为我们说了那么多有关初级学院的东西。我。。。。现在。。。已经。。。。有了一个目标。。。

十四岁的我要比以前更加成熟。不可以像以前这样这么儿童盘。。。这就是所谓的CHILDISH!! :D 所以咯，对我来说，每一年一过生日就是要比一年还要成熟。。。

我现在要在这里徐我的三个愿望！

第一: 我希望我身边的所有人都能够健健康康，平平安安。

第二: 我希望我的成能够达到我想要的让我能够去我要的科目。

第三: 我怎么可能说呢？若我说了那我就是白痴啊！哈哈哈！

让这里能够圆满的结束，我要post 上一个我最满意东西。。。。。

算了，有问题，明天再来！

Well....

No photos for this week yeah? :D

Went back to school for photoshoot. Quite nice actually... I mean the pose. Hope it comes out to be the one i expect. :D

Homework not done yet. Hope to finish it asap :D

Dream....

Woke up today first thing was recalling my dream. LOLS!

Dreamt that there's this one siao person who wants to kill teachers, using some food with some vanish chemical. The moment you eat it, you will vanish. First, this person target Mr Zhuo. Then Mr Zhuo eat it then Vanish....lols... After this is Ms Tan. We all knew the trick then we all rush to find Ms Tan asking her to be very careful of what she eating. So she went to the canteen. The person who wanted to kill her adding something into her food. Out of a sudden Ms Tan's husband came in?!?!?! Don't know what happened to him, he died. Leaving Ms Tan with 2 children. ?!?!?! LOLS! Yup thats is Ms Tan KY's part. Suddenly, in the dream, someone ran to me and told me that Ms Goh is pregnant?!?! LOLS!

Lols dream... really lols....

lols.

If dying can solve any problem, I will be the first one who will be glad to do so.

Lols. Now so fustrated with my cough and Lee So Eui's damn idiot problem. Since she don't know my blog I can post more.

Not trying to talk bad of her, Cuz I would not do so. First, I love her very much. She is my sister cum mother. It just that her action makes me feel so uncomfortable, just like my cough. Like I just said to ahma, Her action, way of speaking, it just make me so uncomfortable, make me think more. The way she answer to me then to people is way too different in the past few days after my e-moing inccident . I don't know in what way I have 得罪到她. I just don't understand you know? Or is I think too much? I really want to open her brain and check it out. What are you thinking in your mind? Maybe you might ask me to ask her just like what ahma did, but I.... don't have the courage doing so. Really, no.

Damn fustrated problem makes me feel not to call her tmr. She asked me to do so cuz of my that e-moing problem. Her way of reaction makes me think if I want to call her a not. Thats the most annoying part. I....I.... tired of this also.

I am so tired of all this problem. Really! That idiot person which makes me e-mo for the past 3 days, cause me to lock myself up you can go die. Like I said, If you don't like the place you are living right now, you can just get out of the place! NOBODY! LOOK! NOBODY ASK YOU TO FORCE YOURSELF TO DO SO! Since you like to go out so much, you can just get out and don't come back! Don't come back for the sick of doing so. Hell...... Its really damn annoyed.....

I am so tired, but I can't just go like that. I have things which I have not done....

emo-ing.....

Seriously,

I have being so emo this few days after school....

Keep on thinking of what So Eui said yesterday on the phone... keep thinking and thinking....

Just can't stop thinking about this.....

Why am I doing so?

Once more

Happy today as Mil is back :D Dear So Eui is on MC today......

Today just sleep through the whole lesson.

Finally, cancel of the billingual thing. Argued with teacher for the pass few days finally my name could be cancel off from it :D ask me go for this kind of competition which I am totally not interested in, ask me go die better.... I know is a good chance but..... just ask others and not me. So, good luck to Xue Ying, Andrea and for those who are going too.

Chatting with dear So Eui now :D Laopo..... Dear So Eui, I don't have lao po okay?

It's not a good day....

-.-

This week is quite alright accpect for yesterday. It was damn suckish. Thanks to NP for making it more suckish.

Had NP outing yesterday. It was so damn.... forget it. Was selected to join the what billingual competition. SUCK! IT SUCK!! I was force to do so ok. Idiot. Suppose to go for a talk today with XueYing but for some reason, me and xueying pone it. :D Stay at home watch my 《牛郎织女》:D

Shouldn't blog more. It will just make me feel more disgusted. Hope that next week is a better week.

HIGH!

Wonderful week!

GEOGRAPHY LESSON IS LOVED!! REALLY ROCKS!! ABBY IS LOVED TOO!
(ps mildred borrow :D)

So high today starting from Geography lesson. Lol. I was like HUAT ARH through out the lesson... then dear Ms Goh was like -.- Beloved Andrea and Nabilah couldn't stand it haha! Yup I will continue next monday :D Recieved gift from Ms Goh once again. :D A "red" file. I think is pink rather then red....

Continue this high sprit to Maths. HUAT ARH MS TAN!! Lol... Ms Tan was using me as.... examples? Lol Ms Tan you funny arh....

Was really damn high I think mostly is because of Ms Goh this week. RACHEL ALL YOUR FAULT!! :D

Andrea, Jolene, Mildred, Rachel, YiZhen, XueYing, Nabilah, LEESOEUI.... last but not least.... ABBY IS LOVED!! ALL OF YOU ARE LOVED!! HUAT ARH!!

下一站幸福，这星期最幸福 :)

random!

Ho Ho Ho!

Random. Came in and post today cuz feel like doing it!

Went to Chung Cheng Bazzar today. Omg! First time seeing Chung Cheng lake actually flood. LOL! Then the fish there swam over to the flooding area. Thats so funny. Will post the picture up asap :D Met Dear 10th mei, AnQi too :D! She is doing very well in Chung Cheng I think. :) JiaYou!

Fall down today also.

Was like reading the Iweekly and walking back home. Out of a sudden, FALL! Lol. So painful.

At least I think is worth it. I mean the fall, cuz if I didn't fall down cuz of buying the Iweekly, I won't know that Ady An was in this week of the Iweekly :) SUPER HAPPY!!

Ady An you sure rocks!

乱了。。。

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Finally, It was the end of this suck week. This week damn suck.

First was.... Geography lesson. Um thats right! GEOGRAPHY! I was like... Hello! what you talking about? Then was English. Omg, boring to the max plus today's inccident was like so lol. School was over, then she came here and ask us to go borrow books in the hall cuz the NBL was here. Hello? ITS AFTER SCHOOL PLEASE! lol. Science was like blurr to hell. Music.... OH PLEASE!! HAIRSPRAY?? Maths, introduction to the new topic took the whole lesson! -.- The only subject that was okay was Lit and Chinese.

Finally, Ms Sheena is back to teach us. Why must the book be called "The Outsiders" not the "The Insiders"?. Chinese was like so hyper every lesson. Laughing all the way with 恩董 of course, discussing on Taiwan- pop :)

Alright today was like laughing like mad with xue ying.... no is YING XUE and the juniors also. Lol. Xue.... Ying Xue was funny like hell. We all can't stop laughing without you!! AWESOME!!

Looking forward to next week. Hope it won't be another suck week... :D

好好休息吧！

:)

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Oh well! Happy for Spain, sad for Holland.... Its just sad that in this final game, Holland got 8 yellow cards, 1 red card. Worse of all, LOST!! Dear Holland, I just wish the champion was you....

This msg is to this following World Cup team: England, Argentina, Korea, Germany and Holland. Work hard for the next World Cup in 2014. I will always support you all :D

Anyway, woke up at 2.30am today to watch this fantastic match. Well, what I could said was, Spain really played well, although I supported Holland. Well conclusion, I think the German Octopus is so smart. Haha. 100% full in one.

Holland, lets workhard and wait for next 4 years :D

Spain should thanks Iniesta :)

....

Its been days since my last post haha lazy to do so.

School has been as usual. Just that its a bit boring.

Will post more then if I want to do so :)

Oh ya, I promoted to COROPAL!! Its a wonderful good news!

Day 1

It was a great joy to know that Miss Abby Goh is our Co-Form :) Anyway we all agreed that she should switch with Mdm Usha and be our form!

Other than that, it was great to meet all my friends again. Beginning of the day talking all the way with Jolene Teo. 轩，恩，安式企业! This were all the things that we were talking about! :) It was great to see So Eui back in Singapore.

Haha looking forward to tmr's LJ :)

Just got a piece of news to share :D

白歆惠與男友毛加恩交往４年多分手兩次，兩人約會低調，卻在日前「安氏企業第一屆保齡球賽」中出現開心合影畫面，職籃選手出身的毛加恩還抱走當晚冠軍獎金３千元，照片也證實兩人感情甜蜜蜜。
安鈞璨30日在臉書上提及前天舉辦保齡球大賽，「安氏企業右門神」毛加恩拿走冠軍，他以９分之差居第二，第三名是董事長安以軒，第４名是寵物白兒，第５是公關經理Linda廖，領檯兼總機兼茶水小妹夏于喬第７名，也是墊底。Linda事後在臉書放了合照，無意間也把白白和毛加恩去年底復合後，恩愛的現況曝了光。
安氏企業是演藝圈新興「小團體」，安鈞璨說，一開始成員只有安以軒和他及夏于喬，陸續加入劉品言、Linda、陳喬恩，白白和毛加恩是最近才加入的新成員，「我們身為員工只能推薦人選加入，最後經過董事長審核通過才行！」

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haha 轩董!

Damn high!

Went to My funniest friend, Xue Ying's blog just now, realised that all her post begin with"Hi World!". Cool Xue Ying! Would you let me copy just for today! HI WORLD!! Haha Joking! :)

Anyway, was so tiring today. Have trainning's and SANA this week. Gosh. Yesterday and today was a Hell day. Yup, Hell day! Corporal Promotion test, revision here and there. The worse of all was.... looking at those NCOs whom make Me, Xue Ying and Colleen VOMIT!! It was really suck man. Thank God that everything is over now. Happy that next week there will not be trainning. Yeah! Going back to 安式企业 more then :)

Was shock to the max by yesterday's inccident. Guess what? Walking back from Compass with Xue Ying and I met this 2 person which I didn't expected to. Mr Tan and Ms Wong. Ya, is them. SHOCK TO THE MAX! Somemore, I was like behind the 2 of them walking up the the bus! The most hurting thing was, Ms Wong said: 我不忍得你 -.- nice one! Ms Wong cut her hair and I could say it was the right choice. Don't you think that the weather in Singapore is so HOT and still want to have long hair and suffocate yourself.... Anyway it was very shocking! Almost wanted to tell ahma, but can't. Today met her but can't talk to her. Sad.

End here. Will continue soon :)

轩，恩都是我的最爱！

K歌之王

Went to K-Box today to have a "Singing session". Extremely Shiok! Sang a lot of songs today. It make me felt so nice. Haha. Thanks to LJY for accompany me too :D

Haha thanks arh.

K-box, I will come again.... HAHAHA :)

SUEY ARH!!

See this beautiful sun rise? Yup it is really very beautiful. I thought that today will be a great day but I was TOTALLY WRONG!!

The stupid k9 thingy. I WAS CHOSEN SIA!!! IDIOT!! Me and Ying Xue got chosen by him. WE DON'T WANT TO GO!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!

WHY NOT GIVE THIS CHANCE TO OTHERS?? WHY MUST BE US??? I DON'T GET THE POINT!!!!!! I should not sign up for this thing in the first place..... I am wrong!!!

SUEY ARH!!!

Crazy...

Was a crazy day....

After went for the NP collection thing, straight went to compass with XueYing and Colleen to Macdonal and eat lunch. Met 2 juniors. Talk from 12pm to 3 plus in the Macdonald then went home. lol -.-

Met a person which I didn't expect to meet him at that time. Just hope that tmr same things won't happen :)

HAN JI HYE YOU ROCKS!
酸酸辣辣的哟!

Dream?

Oh well have a weird dream

A dream that is so weird. I am not so close to him why would I dream of him? Worse of all, we didn't even contact each other for 1 year plus. If I share this dream with Mildred, I think she first, she will shock, then laugh and laugh non-stop.

Anyway just got a new that I have been chosen by the NPCC to go interview for the K9 attactment. Should I be happy or not? Anyway just pray that nothing will happen on that day.

A cute potato that I ate just now. Cute!!!

安以轩

说到安以轩，她可是我最近迷上的偶像。这一切都从《下一站幸福》开始。

想一想，安义轩是我第二个偶像了。除了Jolene Teo 知道以外，我想就没人知道了。她和我一样是恩迷。。。。不，是 《安，于，恩》迷 哈哈哈哈。。。。。

不知道我这“安以轩”风潮会到设么时候，但现在是非常期待安以轩小姐的最新作品 :)

加油，安以轩 :)

下一站，幸福

下一站幸福 感动人的一部偶像剧. 和其他偶像剧很不同. 讲述的是一个很简单的爱情剧，不像其他偶像剧一样有的三者出现. 任光熙和梁慕橙的恋情让人非常感动. 所以可说是台湾最好的偶像剧之一. 虽然在台湾的搜视率是排在第二名，但我相信这个偶像剧是可以超过<命中注定我爱你>.

虽然这个偶像剧已在台湾下档，但是我还是要非常感谢台湾的三立剧组能够拍出这么好看的偶像剧， 真的是感谢你.

安以轩和吴建豪当然也演得很好.要不是他们精湛的演技，我也不可能看得到这么好看的偶像剧. 在这要向他们说声，谢谢.

下一站幸福，看了，一定会幸福！

gosh

Haha! Its been weeks since my last post.

Exam is here. won't post until 21st may. :D wish you all good luck in you examination!!

XUEYING MILDRED RACHEL YINGYING JOLENE YIZHEN YOU SURE ROCKS!!

last but not least......

LEE SO EUI!!

:D

After attending 杨君伟's lesson I feel that all the blog post I wrote is all about myself. I am mainly. Seldom about my school stuff. So lets try to post some for today.

Had SC investiture today during assbemly. Don't get misunderstood! I am not SC ok. Just that my school had this stupid event today. Was so glad that I am not SL. I admit that the blazer plus the school uniform was damn nice BUT it was suck to be a SL ok.

Lesson was ad ususal today. So boring. Feel like sleeping until went to 南侨 high to have lesson with 杨君伟老师 :) learn a lot of things from him today :D

Glad there wasn't NPCC training tmr :D Can have the time revising work. Exam coming soon. Must workhard to show others I can do it!!!

a mistake?

Seldom post today but feeling like posting so lets start!

Yesterday had lots of fun with NPCC. When to East Coast to have Road Marshall Duty. On the way to East Coast was like damn high with xueying haha.....

Anyway yesterday, dear HuiHong老师 nomminated me and Jon for the Malayasia Overseas Trip. I don't know whether it was the right thing to do. Today, I pass back the form to HuiHong老师 which means I don't want to go. I really want to go for the HongKong one than this. OMG HONGKONG POLICE ROCKS!!! I really want to go there and have a look how are they different us or is the same thing as we saw on the TV?? But this will only happen next year.

For that trip, nommination were also require. I don't know whether HuiHong老师 will nomminate me once again but I really hope to attend this trip......

梦一场

最近真的好累好累. 不知道为什么觉得好多东西做, 不管睡得多么久, 多么长, 总觉得不够.

我好希望好希望 现在是一场梦. 若是一场梦, 我就不会那么累..........




曾沛慈 每一场歌都会唱道人的心里面!!就算是短短的几句也一样....

Hot summer days

<全城热恋热辣辣> this is the movie that I watch over the march holidays :D quite nice. Upon seeing the trailer have a gush of watching this movie :D Anyway its a nice movie about 5 love story watch it if you are interested :D

Don't you think this picture is so familiar? Yup is one of the 柳树in CCHMS :D

Today was another fine day. Nothing to do at home accpect for that stupid stack of homework. Thanks to Ms Tan KY har?

Tmr will be a boring day until Ms Sheena's lesson which is the LAST lesson -.- omg omg omg...... oh ya still have that npcc cum Ms Quek meeting......

Hope tmr will be a fine day :D

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Having not posting for so long, its time to post now I think :D

School starts quite nicely after my Sec 2 level camp plus NPCC Unit camp. All this camp rocks man! Especially the Sec 2 level camp. It really bond the whole E1 together although there was some unhappy inccident happened during the camp :D should not elaborate on it :D

The School starts off by giving out the Timetable. OMG! Maths lesson was like the first period of all? So FOR most of the day it will start off by seeing Ms Tan KY's face early in the morning? OMG man....... Faint sia.....

Anyway, it was still good to have Ms Sheena's lesson on the day when school reopen :D It will be better if maths lesson was not on that day...... really hate maths a lot.

Npcc was great too. Hope the squard will continue in this manner :D

Alright, move on to today's post. Had Meet-the-parents session today. OMG Dear Mr Mintjoot talk for almost 1 hour! Get the result slips back, was not quite happy with my result, especially LITERATURE!!!! OMG. Disappointed........ just pass sia..... the 2nd subject with got a C plus art. But..... WHO CARES ABOUT ART?

Anyway gonna workhard this term :D Mid-year coming soon....... JIAYOU!!!

BACK!

Hey guys sorry for not posting for 3WEEKS!!!

OMG thats quite a long time :D

Anyway today school reopen :D Nice to see everyone back in school.

Will post more tmr then now off to HOMEWORK!!

Busy busy busy........

:D

Happy Birthday to your as tmr is 人日meaning is everyone's birthday :D



Wednesday is an exciting day for me cuz we had LITERATURE LESSON!! MS SHEENA ROCKS!!!



Literature lesson won't be fun without Ms Sheena. anyway forgot what she had taught me.... oh shit...... anyway the only thing I remember on wednesday was the stupid honours day rehersal. My God! That Ms Lim, really think she was the VIP for that honours day. Walk here and there for about 15 mins. We stand there like stautes for 15 mins too! OMG!! Shouldn't have agree to Wiky Sir to join in this parade.



Move on to today! IT ROCKS!!!



Had a great laugh the whole day! First was in Ms Tan K Y class, Second was in Mother Tonge remidal class. Espically after school, went to find Ms Tan with Yi Zhen and Ah ma.



Actually, we was suppose to discuss maths but end up talking craps. We were talking about Kayaking cuz I ask Ms Tan why she look damn black as yesterday she wore a sleveeless shirt then can saw the "black and white". :D So she said that she went to kayaking. Then I add on, "with Mr Chen right?" In the end me and Rachel laugh non-stop. Ah ma add on "we think you and Mr Chen..... cuz that time I said I saw you at temple, and Mr Chen too......



I think she knows what We talking about then she said Mr Chen had GF already, and was getting married......



OMG!! So many teachers getting married this year?

Back to Kayaking. Ah ma was so funny! She said she will wear googles, swimming costume, long sleeve shirt to kayaking. LOL she siao. We talk a lot of things but can't say out here :D

Goodluck to campcarft team today and me for common test :D

Sick....

Today is a suck day for me.

My God, people celebrating CNY today, in school, I celebrating CNY at home. good right?
Today woke up then realise I am having fever. Goodness..... Fever went up and down. Now feeling better.

Anyway gonna blog about wednesday.

Wednesday is the day when I lost my voice. Didn't spoke in school for 1 whole day
Lol. No choice, use paper to write down what I want to say. Surprisely, Ms Sheena also lost her voice. So qiao. HAHA

Went on to npcc. Camp gonna start again. A lot of things to prepare. Die.....

Sorry guys, didn't go back to ncps today. espically to Ms Kua Lynette. Say I will go back, end up didn't. Damn sorry......

Alright time for.... HAIKU LESSON. Will end this post with one haiku that Ms Sheenna and my friends done for me.

CNY coming,
My voice went for holiday.
When will it be back?

hahaha.....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS!!

40 love

First of all, ignore my post yesterday :D

"40 love" poem. Taught by Ms Sheena on Literature Class. After listening to her explaination, I find that this poem is full of meaning.

What Ms Sheena said to us is that, from her view, she felt that, the marriage of the couple in this poem is going to an end. True enough. If you read this poem carefully, "40 love" could mean that they have in love with each other for 40 years or married for 40 years. Read till the last line where it says "when the game end and they go home the net will still be between them" meaning, from what I think of, no matter whether this couple is going to divore or not, there is still going to be hatred between them. Sad arh.

Anyway, so surprise that after a few weeks, still I am sitting with Duncan Quek again. LoL. Last year sat with him for almost half a year. now sit with him again. There goes to our laughing non-stop again.......

Npcc on Wednesday. Not bad, learn new drills. Thanks to Jian Long Sir for his patient teaching :D I believe next week we will do it even better :D

Today, went to see RC training for about 30mins with ah ma. OMG I could say that they can really fight with NP espicially for the sec 3s..... Keep it up RC hoping to see a better things from you this year. But still NP rocks with Mr Syed....

Quote of the day: 回到最初？不可能........

Ms Wong

OMG! I can't believe this you know. HOW CAN MS WONG LEFT NCPS JUST LIKE MR REN?

Just went to ncps website to check out their staff this year. I just.... just couldn't find Ms Wong's name! This is gave me a thought- she might have left ncps.BUT WHY? WHY? I STILL GOT A LOT OF THINGS NEVER TALK TO HER YOU KNOW???

WHAT THE HELL! HOW CAN THIS BE LIKE THAT? HOW CAN? WHY? I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THIS OK. ITS JUST A DAMN HUGE 打击 TO ME. LIKE WHAT THAT TIME MRS YAP DID TO 6I! NEVBER SAY ANYTHING THEN LEFT. WHY? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST E-MAIL ME AND TELL ME SIA? YOU KNOW I WILL SURELY GO AND FIND YOU ON CNY RIGHT? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME? WHY? WHY?

AT LEAST I AM YOUR STUDENT RIGHT? YOU KNOW MY THOUGHS DAMN WELL WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME? WHY CAN'T. NOT JUST ME YOU KNOW? TRAYCE, CHERMAINE THEY ALL ALSO MISS YOU DAMN MUCH. IS NOT THAT ALL 5I'08 DISLIKE YOU YOU KNOW? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?

YOU KNOW YOUR ACTION MAKE ME DISLIKE YOU? YOU KNOW? LAST YEAR ONLY SEE YOU ONCE CUZ YOU GO GIVE BIRTH THEN NEVER SEE YOU. NOW YOU SAY LEAVE, LEAVE? WHAT THE HELL! I TELL YOU IF YOU REALLY LEAVE NCPS, I WILL REALLY DISLIKE YOU!

OMG.....

Omg.... I really can't believe this..... I pass the LC test! LOL!!! So happy yesterday when i recieve the rank. Finally, after 1 year of hardwork, I get the Lance Coporal :D I think Eileen also got it right? Haha..... Anyway want to thank this person - VILEEN GOH! (Omg, first time saying thank you to a ma'am....) Thanks for giving me some encouragement word in the campcarft test.

Footdills sucks....... don't know what I am doing yesterday. What the hell! All those simple thing I can do it wrongly -.-

Alright I think today I would like to share with you one of the teacher to you, Ms Magaret Lim, our history teacher. Whats so special about her is that she would kept on saying.... Follow me? Are you with me? Today in our history lesson, Me and Mildred (YUP IS MILDRED MOH FROM 6I'08 :D) were counting how many times of 'Follow me ' she had said. Omg, really can't stand her.

被泡的感觉真好，FOLLOW ME! :D HAHAHAHA

Gonna share a song with you today.


雨爱 杨丞琳

Qoute of the day: 只要不放弃，就行了 :D

Funny!

Alright back for posting!

Lets talk about yesterday. It was AWESOME! Have a great time with Ms Sheena. Miss her teaching of literature although I had only been taugh by her for once? Haha. Anyway was good to see her back too.

Today was damn funny. Omg! I just can't stop laughing cuz of slyvestian one name- aunite shang. LOL! Rachel Yap also can't stop laughing. Just so nice that after school, we saw Ms Shang and Rachel and I kept on laughing and laughing non-stop. Ok I know we both are crazy but I just can't help!

Ok I think I am siao today. HAHA! Just can't stop laughing at the name.

HAPPY SCHOOLING!

HAHA.... HAPPY SCHOOLING GUYS!!

Alright, people blog's about their school yesterday but i post it today! :D haha

Back to Greendale! This feeling is DAMN GOOD! Good to see So Eui, Rachel and Yi Zhen back in school! And others too. Although there is a change of classes but glad that I can still be with them, hope that this year, 2E1 will be a great class to stay with. But actually not, cuz of those teachers around which making people pissed off. Especially the FT.

Saw a lot of teachers too! This is of course hahaha I am being lame -.- Poor Ms Shang, who has been thrown to far away sec 4 to teach them. BUT I think is better, cuz NO NEED TO SEE HER SO OFTEN!! HAHAHA! Ok take it easy Ms Shang, just joking :D

Glad that this year, I am back to my 老本行, IT rep, together with RACHEL YAP!

Talking about my class teacher this year, one word to describe= sucks! IT TOTALLY SUCKS!
First, one look at the that teacher, I totally damn pissed off with her. I can't believe that she is my FT! WORSE of all she is still my class ENGLISH TEACHER!! LISTEN PEOPLE, THIS FT IS THE CLASS, 2E1 ENGLISH TEACHER!!! WHAT THE HELL! My English, this year, gonna FAILED, resulting in RETAIN!

Alright, I don't know why I dislike her so much...... I just..... dislike her. But there is still good things happened! Glad that my damn FAVOURITE English Teacher, MS SHEENA, is my literature Teacher! YEAH! :D Thanks God..... Still, hope is throughout the year but not only Semester 1. Please, I beg you......

Off to today's post!

Had the very first lesson with Home Economics. LOL! I just can't stop laughing in that lesson and I don't know why :D Laugh and Laugh non-stop until Ms Gajae call me up to answer question -.-
Off to English, omg, can't stand that teacher's teaching. I think Ms Sheena.... cannot compare this teacher with her. Mr Chen is better than her. Too bad to myself that I am not in E2. Anyway don't want to blog about her so much.

Maths time! Boring? No idea. Cuz Ms Tan K Y has been talking all the way for about 20 mins?about criteria and staff..... Thanks for your sharing anyway. Glad that her teaching is quite good. At least I know what she was talking about. But cannot compare with MS SHANG! HAHAHAHA cuz she more senior :D HAHAHA...

Tmr gonna start Lit lesson with Ms Sheena.... OMG, damn excited :D Looking forward to it.

Ending this post with a song, 潘玉文 徐宛铃, <幸福的时光>. Really hoping that this year is a great year!



Qoute of the day: 笑一笑