Great feeling.

壞在我竟忘了用眼淚 換一種疼愛

壞在我從不相信假笑 值得被青睞
壞在 好期待 永遠能壞得自在

感謝那麼多好人 笑我罵我念我 壞壞壞
壞到沒人愛更自愛
那些迷路的 同類們 快醒過來

感謝那麼多好人 急著忙著趕著 壞壞壞
壞到我們該站出來
逆行在人海 揚起的 那些澎湃 太痛快

壞在我總能徹底打敗 善良的傷害
壞在我真的捨得淘汰 虛偽的崇拜
壞在 好精彩 我就愛這種女孩

多想笨得像個天才 燦爛像顆塵埃
無所謂是好是壞

Great feeling today yeah? Claps to myself.

OMG.

Dead beat like seriously. Have been rushing against time to complete all my stuff. Orientation for TXY is like 2 days away yo. WTH RIGHT?

Not gonna post much cuz the up coming song has all my words in it. Really super nice! Love 曾沛慈 and 魏如昀 Really omg man especially the 合音 part.

好久不见，真的好久不见。

Wow

LOL! Was looking at those stupid post I've posted when I was in Primary 5 and 6. Super extremely stupid. -.-"" I think that time I was like bian tai or something? Why go like a female teacher???!!!! Gosh sia. Then all the post is all about her... JOKE OF MY LIFE YO!

But ya, she make an impact in my life though... Still remember this sentence said by her: \

曾子曰: 吾日三省吾身 为人谋而不忠乎 与朋友交而不信乎 传不习乎

This sentence was like... Wow, I can still remember till now! Joke sia.

Slacking like nobody's business... Gosh. Must start work now.

P5 and 6: Joke of my life yo.

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View other stuff before I really settle down myself for a really long post, I guess.

"HOW LONG MORE......"

This was the question posted by Andrea Chan, our Trainer of the AK team. It really settle me down to think. Really, how long more I have to wait and see people standing in front of me, waving their result slips in my face and say "HELLO I AM THE TOP STUDENT!"

How long more I have to keep telling myself it's Os and I am not doing anything about it?

How long more I have to see my mum's disappointing face?

HOW LONG MORE I HAVE TO STUCK IN THIS FRIENDSHIP CRISES?

HOW LONG MORE I HAVE TO LIVE AND SEE OTHER PEOPLE FACES?

HOW LONG MORE

HOW LONG MORE

HOW LONG MORE?

Well I got distracted again.

Staring at the computer screen, don't know what to type for a minute. This always happen.

Yes, look at the picture up there. It's us again. Us again. With us in a picture and not in real life. You know what? To be frank and be a honest me, I really really extremely swear to god times infinite that I really really extremely chop stamp that.....

I missed how we were last time. I really missed that.

3 day of residential camp, I dreamt of you the last night when we were in that confine area when lighting alert was on. This was the 4th time I dreamt of you. Like omg only. Every time we were so happy in my dream. Both of us went back to who we suppose to be when we were in Sec 2. Super happy, super fun. No avoiding. No cold war. NOTHING. But whenever I woke up, I am back to reality. The world where I won't talk to you. I am shy and afraid to talk to you. Shy and afraid to play with you. Hoping that you will notice a little of me. Hoping that some "miracle" will appear every day. Hoping that we will get better one of the day.

Haha but I know it won't happen anyway. Some one will face palm me and say IN YOUR DREAMS! And ya, it was really in my dream.

I hope you have watched that video that I've recorded. It was really what I wanted to say to you. It seems that you have no reaction at all.

Haha but I shouldn't expect anything from you right? Hmmm.... Thanks Ting anyway.

You will never know how much I missed those times and how I wish you can come and talk to me and not always wanting me to take the first step.

You know whenever I think of what Ting told me how you wish I will spend a little time of mine to care about you I was like... ._. HOW?!

Really, HOW?! I find it awkward if I walk up to you and I say

"HEY JT HOW'S LIFE HUH."

Won't you be like ???????

And I will be like ??????
Then we will be like ???????????

Joke.

Sigh.

Btw, I still remember that song and I know how to sing. This link to that video, again.

Really hope you watched it.

一覺醒來

每天都在憂鬱　相愛的　來不及深愛
每晚都像倒數　做錯的　怕沒機會悔改
眼看著鐘擺　一秒秒　沒打算停下來
直到陽光照常　照亮了　昏沈的腦袋

一覺　醒來　世界依然存在
一覺　醒來　末日並沒有來

既然是這樣　有什麼　還讓我想不開
早知道是這樣　為什麼　怕什麼意外

該愛的　就去愛　該有的沒有離開
想做的　就去做　不管有什麼樣的未來
胡思亂想　不如好好　活在現在

要笑得更豪邁　要愛得更恩愛
要對得起這世界的存在
要活得更痛快　要跟時間比賽
把錯失的贏回來

過去一點挫敗　都好像　世界末日到來
末日愛來不來　不應該　自己先垮下來
現在每一天　都當做　是意外賺回來
既然是賺回來　更應該　過得更精彩

該愛的　就去愛　該有的沒有離開
想做的　就去做　不管有什麼樣的未來
胡思亂想　不如好好　活在現在

要笑得更豪邁　要愛得更恩愛
要對得起這世界的存在
要活得更痛快　要跟時間比賽
把錯失的贏回來

要笑得更豪邁　要愛得更恩愛
要對得起這世界的存在
要活得更痛快　要跟時間比賽
等什麼　發什麼呆
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每當一覺醒來
發現其實這一切都是一場夢
夢裏如此的真實
現實卻不是如此
什麽時候才能真的回到我要的生活
我不知道

一覺醒來
好殘酷
我要我的夢

Another chapter of life.

她 在睡前哭泣 想要借着眼泪 清洗心理



这样感情 早就应该放弃 在就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹

Back from camp. The camp which taught me about life but not motivation only.

It was a memorable one. Especially Day 2 of the workshop and yesterday night. I remembered during this hour, we were having appreciation session with 4E1 and a lot of unexpected words came out from one's mouth. It was real touching and we found something different in one another. I could see tears around Mr Tan and Mr Wee's eyes even our coaches too. Kim especially.

Life was never an easy one. Of course all of us have to learn how to life and overcome all the obstacles.

3 days of emotional up and down. Wow.

What's life to you?
XY: 2 ans- Tough or Life.

Think.