Wednesday, October 19, 2011

WTH!

I don't need space. Why do I need such a big space for? For me to dream? To sleep? I don't need a SPACE! What I need is a.... Sigh...

You think JY is that free? She is going to sit beside me 24/7 listening to me crying, talking about my craps to her. So you think she don't have her own problem... Great. So you think she can understand me for everything?

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?? WHAT THE HELL?!

Ya right. Ya right. I deserve a slap lah har. I deserve that. Now, crying to who is = zero.

What the hell. I should really go jump into the sea just now right? I am now like.... what the hell...

你,到现在,还不知道吗?为什么?都过了几个月了。。。为什么!!!我真的很无奈。某人曾经告诉我,我相信你们会复合的。。。我看现在是凶多吉少。。。

我真的不明白。。。I feel so screw now... Jidan. F myself.

无奈

这是一个关于小章和老天的故事。

我望着天空问老天: 为何要如此残忍?
老天笑着说: 因为你太幸福了啊!太多朋友对你太好了。
我哭着道: 那为什么是她?
老天又笑着说: 因为她是你最亲的啊。失去才懂痛嘛。我给了你机会,你不珍惜,那我就拿走咯。
我望着老天,心里痛着
再过一会儿。。。
望着天空,看着大海。老天看着我,对我说: 好啦,别哭了。我也很无助耶。。。我望着老天,问道: 那我宁愿什么都不要。我只要回小鱼。老天没说什么,只用一个微笑来回应。我的心又再次隐隐作痛。仿佛,下一秒就停止。

无奈的小章就只好一直哭,一直哭。。。

Monday, October 17, 2011

我的心真的受伤了

今天,差点儿在考试时喷泪。

写了一个关于友情的作文。开头我是这么写的“有人说,友情好比一条线。如果你会好好的呵护它,保护它,它就会像钢铁般一样坚固。若你不会,就算剪刀一切,风一吹,它都会断。而这,要看谁先放弃。”

而这句话,是我看着她,边看边写的。