Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Happy Birthday! :D

Happy Birthday to our Dear So Eui :D Happy Birthday yo!

Aww... This bring backs the memories of last year's Birthday.... Nooo!!!!

Hope you are happy today :D

It's 1am in Korea now... haha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Alive

Hi people, I am alive. Happy? Ya.

Feeling down at this moment because I have no idea how to give my mum to sign my paper with that idiot beside. WTH. Can someone just save me?

I felt so fail today. 3 test with such a lol results that I don't and didn't expect myself to have it. I don't understand myself that why others can understand such a simple concept but I can't. I don't understand, simply don't.

JF and XY and simply get a 31 and 27 but why must I get this kind of marks? Even if I did study I still get this kind of marks? LOL? Joke? God, are you trying to play with me or what?

Everything that ahma said was right lah. Jidan. I am speechless whenever she open's her mouth. Omg...

How? How am I going to survive through end of year? ._. So what if I get a 70/100 for EOY? It won't pull me up to A or B4. WTH! I DON'T WANT TO DROP TO SUB SCIENCE! Omg... I know with the help of LJY, it won't help much. It's all too late lah. EOY is just like how many months away? I've got so many to catch up. WTH!

Just let me die lah then I don't have to worry so much. I am really very tired to care about everything already. Kao.

I told JY or someone while we walk back don't know from where to classroom:
她失踪了。找不回来。她失踪在很大很大的森林里,我找不到她。回不了过去。谁都无法找到她。

Omg. LSE! WHERE ARE YOU? I lost one friend already.

6 more days...

Monday, August 22, 2011

Well... :D

Nobody will disagree with me that yesterday was such a fun day!

This is my first time having such a wonderful time with my friends this year. No doubt. How I wish the time could stop at yesterday.

Happy Belated to XY, Happy Birthday to Stan.

Today marks the start of the sells for the Sundown's tickets. Not going for sure because I felt that is like giving your money away just to see that few mins of Hebe?! Not worth. Shall save up for m DSLR and Hebe concert instead.

Now finally have time to listen to Selina's voice record. She cried again...

Next up coming event:
31/8- this is a very important date
1/9 or 31/8- shall go back to NCPS
2/9- HEBE'S NEW ALBUM!!!! WOOT! MY LOVE!

and the sep holiday! :D

Friday, August 19, 2011

._.

Don't feel like talking today in Skype. So now I am a mute.

Failed Phy very badly. I don't know what to say. I just cried to Ahma. Everything is just affecting me now. Omg. I hope I don't be a spoiler tmr.

Ahma was right. She was right. Everything she has said just now to me was right. How true it is. Omg. I want shandy now but my that damn sister drank it without my permission.

Tmr going out again = no time study= failed again.

Sian

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Nobody

Nobody understands the pain I am having right now. If they do, while I am talking on the phone, there won't be so many silent.

I am gonna heck care about the DV campus since my group doesn't care about it despite msg-ing them. Fine, let's die man. 我又不是没死过。

2 days break is seriously none.

I want a break. A break that can last me until I recover from my wound again. I am hurt once again, just like last year. Why can't all these stops seriously? I don't understand, I really don't.

Fate.

Schools for tmr
1) Get scolded
2) Playing hide and seek with someone.
3) Flunk common test

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

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I am becoming angry now and I don't know why.

WTH you want now? Seriously? Can you don't be like LSE?
Stop being like her. I had enough of this kind of friendship game. I am suffering like last year and what is this? I HAD ENOUGH!

First I had to care about my family stuff and now is you. WTH WHAT YOU WANT?
Yesterday want to talk, today want to escape.

WTH YOU WHAT? WHAT YOU WANT?

I had enough of this game you know, really. Yes, it may seems that I am the one who starting it, but I had enough. I am out! I don't want to be like last year, cry and cry just because of one person.

This is stupid and I don't want this to occur again, just before EOY then I flunk all my subjects. I HAD ENOUGH! I AM OUT OF THIS GAME. Omg.

I have a lot of things to care about. This is not the time and now.

I will slap myself okay? Is my fault.

I don't want that idiotic pain to come back just like last year. I am out of this game. Last yesr is not going to happen this year.

Is my fault okay? I will slap myself. Jidan.

Alone part 3

Alone.

Today is Singapore's Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

Something happened yesterday and just nice dear posted on my wall with a Hey:)
Omg, that really warms me up. Out of sudden, I felt that she can sense whether I am happy or not at some point in time. But I know is not.

Oh well I am speechless for yesterday. Really. Haish...

Shall end here then.