选择性的失意

選擇性的失意又浮現在我腦海裡．
有時候我問我自己．
這樣會好點嗎？
我還能堅持著嗎？

今天唱的兩首歌還覺得自己還蠻給力的。

寂寞和我想我不會愛你。

寂寞中有這樣的一個歌詞:
每個人有每個人的業障因果

我想我不會愛你:
我想我不會恨你傷的痕跡
住在我心底變成了秘密

這兩首歌的歌詞如今我才深深的體會到它在說什麼。

還有

發現我的計劃成功。因為，我完全不知道原來田喜碧有幫張智成拍過MV. 這說明我已經慢慢地把"田安陳阮" 這四個人拋在後面。漸漸的我也不怎麼關心他們的news....

该是时候慢慢放下了。。。

暂时告别田安陈阮。　

有时说变就变就像焰火

下一秒消失不见。 　

Credit: www.weibo.com/anyixuan

坚持

＂當你巳經沒有什麼再可以失去的時候，那就是你開始得到的時候。＂

這句話來自喬恩的blog。單單從她那《堅持》的文章中就學到了滿多東西的。 。 。
我想，我還沒那麼有堅持的​​理念這種東西。因為，我堅持的事很多時候都會變成空。

我堅持

朋友是不能被看得很輕的。
但往往卻沒有如此。

我堅持

我每天必須讀書
但每次都會坐在電腦面前和你們面對面。

我堅持

我不動田喜碧
但還是會去動。

所以我堅持的東西都會變成一場空。。。

恩董現在在camp. 不知現在在做什麼。喝飲料？ LOL
Mil 呢？
CYZ 呢？
Chua 呢？
你們。 。 。都在幹嗎？
還有多幾天，架起就結束。

就讓它結束吧。

“堅強是一種對比，你可以觀察身邊很多的人事物。

堅持是一種信念，然而…

這樣的信念，只存於在很少數很少數那一塊。

當你清楚什麼是懦弱，你才會知道什麼是堅強。

而那一刻，你會覺得…

哇～～其實我挺堅強的啊…哈哈..

那一刻…請大方為自己感到驕傲。

就算沒有人知道。”

www.realjoechen.com

紀佳松音樂贊！

Part 2

I am gonna tear Mil apart. MIA like so long. She loves Malaysia yeah?! -.-

Went for a photo shooting trip today @ MBS. Conclusion: I'm in love with photography and wanna get a DSLR the moment I have that power. Currently, I love my cam very much L120. :D

Feel like asking Desmond to teach me photography skill although I am not holding a DSLR... LOLS.

I want to sing. I am so going to sing out loud. This has been in my mind for the entire day today. I don't think anybody will be free on Tuesday -.-

or

shall I sing alone? Maybe I should yeah? Although maybe going out on Thursday but there's a small chance that can go and sing... T.T

I WANT TO SING!

广岛之恋

人生之旅 part 1

我正在旅游中。而且这个旅游不是一个礼拜或一个月，而是很久很久。

Plane Flight: FH0330149

Tour name: 人生之旅

Country: Um....

Tour Guide: God/Nature

如果说从那件事以后是人生之旅的开始，那我还真的成长了不少。只是，这些东东是不能表现出来的。。。。

Went to Singapore Flyer today. It was totally AWESOME! It was nice using L120 to take photos of the view. It really makes me wanna get a DSLR but I know, that's impossible.

Kept on typing and posting F You on a particular day on Twitter. Okay that wasn't a good example. Sorry, I just couldn't control it. What was in my head was.... that word, ya, no doubt.

金曲奖二十二届 just ended. I think all the winners are having their party now. As expected, Hebe didn't won the Best Album award. 毕竟还算新人. Hebe 还有很长的路要走呢。。。再接再厉！

Just got this from Weibo and I think this is what makes me think that 田馥甄 is cool.

“因為在這十年當中，我們贏得的是友情，是姐妹中的愛，勝過任何東西，我們自己非常滿足的。

Yes of course, no doubt that their friendship is the most precious things among them. Admire and wish them all the best. Seriously, I think is time to put Hebe aside. I spent too much time on her.

人生之旅，I've complete 1% of it only.

Up Next: Hebe's album

Harry Potter 7

Cars 2

乔见。猫

阿中's Book

watch GL again if possible with E

I feel nothing

Got back from SH 2 days ago. I feel nothing.

Remembered this night. I talk to C like hell when we were walking along the 外滩. I won't forget that night seriously. Is nice talking with C but.... actually I wanted to find ahma that night.

Overall, SH was quite a nice place and learnt something from it, though, Mil was not there.

Think quite a lot while I am there. Actually, I shouldn't because it should be a time when I finally have my own peace and relax, but I just couldn't relax myself. Till the day I came back to SG, I feel nothing, I feel the same. No changes. Nothing.

I feel nothing.

Everything has been back to normal the moment I touched Singapore, breath in and out of Singapore's air. I feel nothing.

Kinda missed the moment when I'm in SH. How I wish Mil was there too. Lol.

Currently reading the book 《我在雨中等你》

"你的心，决定你看见的"