Monday, May 30, 2011

SHERO Part 1

Was listening to "SHERO" today.

Everybody should be their own Shero and be strong. That was what I thought today because I found that some of us are becoming weaker and weaker in terms of emotional.

Anyway, cousins went back to America left my uncle. Lol. Having lots of fun when they were around. Especially times when we went to Sentosa. SHIOK!

Drifting further from friends maybe because of I am too focus on my studies and spent time together with my family for these 3 days... Should get back to them.

Going to school tmr to get noted from C!!! Hehe hope can bump to YZ too :D

Off to proposal again!

SHERO!

Friday, May 27, 2011

:D

Cousins came my house today because special guess came to my house too! My anothe cousin from AMERICA! :D

Anyway, got back results and it was totally suckish. As expected, flunk 2 subjects. Nice right? retest gonna take place 3rd June for me. Currently trying to work hard for it. I hope I won't disappoint anyone. Especially Ahma.

Thank god or anyone in Heaven that I met Ahma. I am very thankfull to her. She did a brief Chem note for me until 1am yesterday! I am speechless. I am really thankfull to her. If i flunk again, I've nothing to say but maybe....cry again?

Cried twice because of my results. In my secondary school life, this is my second time crying over my results. I didn't expect to get this shit out of no where. Especially my Chem and English.

Fate you know? Haish.....

Anyway, was suppose to go USS tmr, but change plan. -.- disappointed though, but nvm, I can go with my friends :D

I am tired. Ya. Speechless for something too. I don't even want to talk about it. I don't care anymore. When I say it, I mean it. Nothing is going to affect my life.

FYI, 忍耐是有限的.

Feel like asking my cousin to go K with me before I go ShangHai! And I should do that! :D

Workhard!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

????? Part 2

I am sorry. Really sorry.

C, I know, you will be crying now. Really.
I didn't expect things to turn out this way.

I hope, after today, everything will be fine. If you want to cry, please do. After today, please don't think anymore. Really.

I am really..... really....

???? Part 1

Gosh.... what have I done that made you so angry?

C problem? Actually I really don't know what I had done that made you so angry....
Was about to call you and explain C problem to you. Because, I swear, I didn't mean to accuse her or anything. I do realised that it was my fault and I didn't mean to cheat you or whatsoever. I just don't have the time to call you or to explain it to you until now. Seriously. I swear. Seriously.

Yes it do might be hurting that you didn't pick up my phone by can you give me a chance to explain myself?

I bet you told XY too.

But really,

What have I done other then this? At least you must tell me right before you can be that angry at me....

其实想一想
就如你所说的
真的很累。
但你不理我,我也不知道发生什么事
这问题,可解决吗?
感叹。。。

The worse of all,
不做朋友?
哭咯。。。

Thursday, May 19, 2011

:) / :( Part 3



Went to K today.


Some songs that were sang somehow makes me feel sad though... but I told myself I should be happy because is K SESSION!


Exam gonna over soon, left with a HMT paper 2. :D Happy?! Yeah.....

After the exams, gonna have a good relax. Really looking forward going to Shanghai. Finally, I can leave this shit place and relax after like.... 1 year?


:D Be happy. My motto :D


Welcome back WenTing. Glad to see that they are okay now :D

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

:)/ :( Part 2

三人的友情是如此坚固的。老婆。

Is another day.

Yesterday, I shouldn't have drank the Mocha coffee, end up I could not sleep well and think too much -.-

YX told me that she did came and visit my blog. :D A big thank you.

My conclusion is, think too much is not good.

Should post some happy things in future... but currently none.
A math=flunk=die
Shit that teacher who set the paper -.- I love A maths! -.-
Addicted to 魔力. Shit sia....
Intoducing one song to you,
中箭-古巨基

Monday, May 16, 2011

:) / :(



“努力想会让你开心的事,那么,妳的笑就会是发自内心的笑:)”
“ 不要努力地假笑。。要努力地开心活着:) 不要浪费青春的岁月~~~”

我一直非常感恩一件事。我非常感恩老天爷能让我认识到这么一群好友,这么一群傻人陪我一起傻。。。
以上的那句是来自咋们恩董的话。。。

怎么说,
我是要同意不?我自个也不清楚。。。
我只知道,今天又发生了个不愉快的事。。。而且,对我来说是超不愉快。。。而我今天又假笑的上学了。为何不能平静呢?

我的一生好像。。。都很不愉快。:( 悲哀不?而且,又有人不理我了。
我好无奈。真的好无奈。我什么忙也帮不上。很无奈。
为什么要关心我的人没来而我不想的却又一直来?你在哪儿?我真的很想把一切都告诉你,可是你却迟迟都不来找我。我真的很无奈。
我忍了,有好几个月了。。。
真的好几个月。我无法把我内心的一切真正的表达出来。无奈。
我现在终于明白,
SHE为何唱“魔力”会哭了。
我的魔力们,我多么希望你们现在在我的身边。
你们
在哪儿?



这是我第二次,听着这首歌,又哭了。
魔力,你在哪儿?

Sunday, May 15, 2011

:D



Wow, One month one post? This is lols....

I have been thinking this question for the past few days....
If only friendship is like a metal, how nice would it be.
But
Will I have one like this?
Oh well.... I think at least I have 3 who have accompanied me throughout the tough weeks I have been to.

Currently disappointed with Rachel Yap. Ya, I am gonna say the truth out here. Because, she didn't realise what's the hell is the earth going on and continue in her lalaland thinking that nothing has happened. Oh my... I just hope she has realised that our friendship is breaking.

Ya, Glad that Jolene, Mildred and Yi Zhen have been with me through this tough weeks. Or I should say the month and the rest of the month...

I didn't tell them what exactly happened but I told ahma.
Didn't tell SE cuz I really don't have the chance and I think she might not be interested either. She is stress yeah?

Life have change since that problem occur. It has been tough and I am sick and tired of facing the same person every single day. With that person doing nothing and not even take the effort in finding a proper J.... Please, I am really sick and tired of all these...

If he had not did all this stuff, I think my life would have been easier. Slightly. He just add on to it and....

Was sweating like hell on Friday and told Mil that I have been memorising the Chem stuff on BUS.

Jo was like.... Bus? I thought you have been traveling by car?
I was like
Yeah, that's a few month ago... That's why I've said my life change after that incident took place.

But yeah, Glad that 3 of them are with me. Currently my close friend and best. Especially Jo. :D

Hope life will be better.

Oh well, Off to Physic!

A big thanks to Jolene, Mildred and Yi Zhen.
Ahma of course.


这首歌送给那三个怪咔。。。三个傻人。。。三个要好的朋友。
老婆,我们会的。