Day 1

Today is the last day of school. Wow, time flies. I will miss my 2E1'10 very much. Brought to me laughers and joy which I won't forget. Thank you Mdm Usha -.- , Mr Tung and Ms Abby Goh for contibuting to 2E1 and make it more fun :D

People in 2E1 is way too different from 1E2. I feel that both classes are great! I love both! If I have not been in 2E1, I won't meet Andrea, XinYi, Corliss, Shujuan, Adriana Wow(Nabilah) and others. You all are AWESOME TTM! Thank you for everything.

两个不同世界的人为什么会在一起？
才第一天，
我就想你了。
昨天的那个post，不要管。我乱来的。

我。想。你
Day 1

Fake

Can hear. It's so damn fake. 要不是我打给你然后按掉，我想你也不会打给我。也许，我不应该这么做。但我不想再让我的心流血了。在流下去，我的血，快用完了。

It's really damn fake. I don't know why I have this feeling. I shouldn't have it. I should trust her. She is the person I trusted the most. Today, it's so damn fake. Your voice/replied is not from your bottom of your heart. I can feel it. You just ask for the seek of doing so. If not the call won't be less than 1 minute. I am super disappointed. I am super disappointed in myself and you. I am disappointed. My heart is bleeding once again...This time, it hurts damn much. I think I can't sleep well tonight.

Before your return, you left this for me.... hurting.

anyway, 一路顺风。

Waiting

I am just sad and disappointed.

I have been waiting since the day I msg you
I have been waiting all day long.
No news.
I have been waiting for you like an idiot
I have been waiting for you like hell.
No news
I wait and wait and wait.....
What you said, you did none.

I am sad and disappointed.

你又让我流血。。。

流沙

点点星光再耀眼 也会凋谢
情话说的难分难解 终将一别
最后留在你身边 又会是谁
真心是否远比不上一千朵玫瑰
谁是真 谁是假
再狡猾遇上多情也会变傻
那频频回首 心碎的人啊
可明白爱仅咫尺天涯
有什么 放不下
昨日如烟火 未来如流沙
谁知道 下一分 下一秒会如何变化
有什么 放不下
青春如昙花 岁月如流沙
天再高 地再大 也容不下寂寞啊
谈断感情要潇洒
再粉再香的花蕊 也会枯萎
用情再深没了感觉 终难挽回
最后陪我到终点 又会是谁
承诺岂是激情过后无聊的消遣
谁无怨 谁无悔
再皎洁浪漫的月 也有残缺
当繁华退尽 未了的情啊
再缠绵终将事与愿违
别再强说愁 自哀自怜
旧情终成为过眼烟
好景既已不再像从前
又何必搁在心头 爱早已事过境迁
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末日之恋

剩下没多少时间
让我再唱一首歌 给你
一过了今夜 世界就毁灭
我想我还有一天
可以学会如何来 爱你
在来不及以前 渴望来得及

闭上眼睛 忍住泪 别哭泣
末日前夕 请留在 我怀里
看 太阳暗去 月光失明
我只想牵你的指尖 绕地球最后一圈
黑夜降临 别害怕 我爱你
末日前夕 请留在 我怀里
我 在这世界最眷恋的事情
就是曾拥抱你

多想永远拥抱你
我感受到什么在剧烈颤抖
是天空或者你的手
别让任何事情打断我看着你
最后一次看着你
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Wonderful Sky

Photo Credits: http://t.sina.com.cn/1759384395

http://t.sina.com.cn/lefthere
http://t.sina.com.cn/anyixuan

看！这是不是比新加坡的美多了？

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Should I?

Compared to the photos taken by Ady and Shiou, Singapore's sky is like shit. I shall post up the photos later.

Went to play basketball my own. -.- yeah, kind of pathetic. No choice. If it's not Rachel who went for the NTU thingy, I would have went to find her. Spring around the court too.

Kind of bored today. I should re-write the whole letter.

Day 36
Left with only 1 DAY!

背影

三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
He……
一直向前走走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意
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Hurt

当你一个人寂寞时，那是很痛苦的。
寂寞时，你也会放空。对我来说，放空是最痛苦的，因为，它会让你想起你根本就不想想的东西。
我怕寂寞。我不想被人抛弃。我不想我的心再一次受到伤害。我不想我的心再一次流血。我不想，我不想。。。
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Officially M.I.A from Facebook. Ask me why? I have no idea. When going back? I have no idea too. I guess I need some peace?

Went to CP today with XueYing and Regine to buy my ATC stuff. Went to library too. Borrowed 3 books. I hope I can settle down myself and read finish it. Os starting. Wish PYZ and LJY goodluck and all the best.

I guess I am emoing again? Cuz I have this 麻and 酸 feeling everytime I am homed. I don't know what happened to me seriously.....

我。怕。寂。寞。

Results

Everybody is posting about their result. Should I?

Nah. I am just gonna summerised all. Apart from SCIENCE, everything was okay. Freaking science.....

Okay, yesterday went to look for 麦老师. Cute baby. Her house is cute too. Lols.

Wanted to buy some DVD or movie to watch but none of it caught my eyes. T.T waiting for 童眼's DVD to be out :D

:D

MIA for so long! I AM BACK!

Okay, went and watched this moive 童眼 with Ting/Jolene/Szeyong and Jeremy.
Wanted to go East Coast today but they all say NO to me and WT. Too bad go somewhere else then go East Coast with WT again someday ba.

Saw LSE, Jaylin and XY meeting together @ compass too. I hope they don't think I'm pretending I don't know them. I did smile but don't know whether they notice.....

Alright after that movie we lotter around Orchard and PS. Saw MR MILO! LOLS!

Nice day with them :D \m/

After this post, shall do my art.

Exams coming. Although I did study, it seems not to get into my mind......

Really very worried about my exam... haiz....